On Friday after a little bit of chaos. From doctors and lawyers. I made the decision to make more time for myself. Every morning I will get up between 5:30 and 6:00 a.m. (Will not touch my phone until at least 7-7:30 a.m.) Everyday I will write in my journal, do some light exercises, meditate and go over what I plan for the day and have a hot lemon water or find a good green drink. Then it will start the day. On the Weekends, Saturday will be about cleaning, organizing cooking and planning out meals. And start planning/writing my post. Sunday will be about reading, relaxing, watching movies, writing then posting my post. Then planning out the next week. During the weekdays I have scheduled at least 3 hours a day. I’m going to be immersed in developing my process. I’m so tired of letting doctors try to manipulate or try to use some kind of emotional blackmail on me to get me to agree to doing some treatments or clinical trials but that’s not going to happen! I’ve been around for a long time to fall for anything like that.
So Right now I have scheduled 1 hour between 10:00 and 11:00 a.m. again between 4:00 and 5:00 p.m. and then between 7:00 and 8:00 p.m. to focus on learning something new: mindset, calculus, the environment, astronomy. anything that would help me grow into the person I was meant to be.
I admit that I’ve been procrastinating and wasting a lot of time but since Friday things have become more clear to me. Getting back to the “Responsible thing” I am completely responsible for everything in my life….so it’s time. I have now 96 days to reach 20,000 days alive so this is what I’ve chosen to do for now. I still haven’t decided what I’m going to do for my 20,000 days so if you have any ideas please let me know.
I understand that things will happen outside of my control but that’s what I have on paper at the moment and I’m going to make it as concrete as I possibly can. I am dedicated to reinventing myself. It’s my life and more importantly it’s something I have power to do.
Carpe Diem be the change 💚🤟🏼